i feel like a idiot. im crying my eyes out because i feel for a guy. hard. and honestly, i was used for his own personal gain.
i guess thats what i get, for being a naive little freshmen, who got dazed because of the senior boy, jarrod, who took interest.
stupid, silly, naive, little girl.
what did you honestly think would happen? a happily ever after where you end up going to prom, and someday being married and have a nice house and three kids? are you seriously that stupid to think that a 17 year old guy would be interested a 14 year old girl, so they could fall madly in love?
all he wanted was a girl who put out. sadly, im one of those stupid girls.
but its not like anyones going to read this. because who honestly cares about a young naive girls problems about falling for the older boy.
meaning behind; my boyfriend jarrod, of like two years, broke up with me because things "just aren't working out" how original, right? so, not only am i pissed, because i think thing it shouldn't have taken him two fucking years to realize "things just aren't working out", i also feel the need to curl up into the fetal postion, in the corner, and cry like a idiot. how wonderful, right?