Live. Love. Laugh. And let go.

rolling blunts, snorthing oxy, and talking to my good friend allen c:
a hell of a friday night!

sorry im never on, my life is just way to choatic.
plus, i have a unhealthy addicttion to tumblr.

i feel like a idiot.
im crying my eyes out because i feel for a guy. hard.
and honestly, i was used for his own personal gain.
 
i guess thats what i get, for being a naive little freshmen, who got dazed because of the senior boy, jarrod, who took interest.
 
stupid, silly, naive, little girl.
 
what did you honestly think would happen? a happily ever after where you end up going to prom, and someday being married and have a nice house and three kids?
are you seriously that stupid to think that a 17 year old guy would be interested a 14 year old girl, so they could fall madly in love?
 
all he wanted was a girl who put out.
sadly, im one of those stupid girls.
 
but its not like anyones going to read this. because who honestly cares about a young naive girls problems about falling for the older boy.

eh, its poopy. forgive me

meaning behind; my boyfriend jarrod, of like two years, broke up with me because things "just aren't working out"
how original, right?
so, not only am i pissed, because i think thing it shouldn't have taken him two fucking years to realize "things just aren't working out", i also feel the need to curl up into the fetal postion, in the corner, and cry like a idiot.
how wonderful, right?

no meaning behind this::

i hate this set.
that is all.
 
goodbye :3